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I have been jealous of girls who I thought were prettier, had more money, had bigger breasts. But I got over it. Years ago. Like…who fucking cares??? I was mad and jealous that I wasn’t white when I was 15. That I had to live in a rough neighborhood with roughnecks. I got over it. They are jealous because they want what they can’t have and don’t ever realize they are enough. They project they are gods but inside they are weak, miserable people who feel worthless. And that hurts. It’s an inescapable drip of torture serum into their brains. they project their insecurity onto others. I believe they CAN choose between “good and/or bad” behavior- as we all do. I don’t think anyone’s childhood was perfect. It’s not meant to be. We, as souls, came here to learn and grow. In the dark, we dig up to the Xmas Bucket List Santa Hat Video Gamer Boys Christmas T Shirt.But from observing my father, my sister, and my ex spouse they are stuck. Stuck in fear, jealousy and anger at inner demons they can’t escape from. Living in fear and insecurity everyday from some brain washing/ abuse they received as a child. I believe they are aware of it or else it wouldn’t bother them so much. Perhaps that’s when one becomes a psychopath. When you just don’t give a shit at all. Total numbness.

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We had to put down the service dog right around the time the pitty left. She had cancer. The days leading up to her dying I knew she was very sick. She stopped eating, stopped going potty outside…I kept telling him something wasn’t right. He finally agreed to take her in and that’s when we found out she had a huge tumor blocking just about everything internal. When the vets put her to sleep, he sat next to her, while I petted her and held her head. I can still remember the moment her head got heavy and I had to set it down. I broke down crying snotting everywhere because it’s fucking sad to put your dog to sleep!! He didn’t shed a Xmas Bucket List Santa Hat Video Gamer Boys Christmas T Shirt. We now have a yellow lab. Again, he love bombed her and discarded her. I’m pretty sure he only wanted the dog for what she apparently represents and because she helps hold up his image of being “white middle class suburban”. (He’s gone on and on about how happy he is to be considered this…I’m not sure who’s considering him this but yeeeaaahh).

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Once that baby is born, your life will never be the same. The first year can be really rough for many reasons. Your body will be recovering from having the baby. Your hormones will be all over the place. You probably won’t feel like having sex for quite some time, which may cause conflicts with your husband/partner. You’ll be getting up at all hours to deal with your baby, and you will probably be severely sleep-deprived. If your baby is colicky that means about 3 months of continual screaming with small respites. Nursing can be challenging at first, until both you and your Xmas Bucket List Santa Hat Video Gamer Boys Christmas T Shirt get the hang of it. But maybe the hardest thing is that you just won’t have any time for yourself anymore. This won’t be forever, but while your baby is small, your life will revolve around attending to your baby’s needs.

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I had a really sweet deal. I was living on the beach in Redondo and took a job in Palos Verdes as waiter/wine buyer the coup of this job was the commute, 15 minutes, which, in LA is s dream situation. It was a neighborhood restaurant in an upscale neighborhood (Palos Verdes), the clientele were great and steady. I got Lakers tickets for Xmas (yes, to the 81 point game, no shit) had a standing glass of wine on a Xmas Bucket List Santa Hat Video Gamer Boys Christmas T Shirt tables most nights and I was home by midnight everynight. As it happened my coke dealer lived in the same building. I had a standing order 1.25 to 1.5 gr for 60 bucks. I had my dog, Single malt scotch in the cool weather, a bottle of belvedere in the freezer for warm weather. Anyway, this guy (my dealer) had a crew at his place all the time who did his errands, cleaning, etc.. and as a part of their “compensation’ they were mostly, when I was there, shooting the shit and passing the pipe. I smoked the cocaine. Bought powder from dude, rocked it up and did my thing.

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The other two were hyper-focused on their careers, had few friends outside of work, had no sports or hobbies, and even if they were married they had little romance in their lives. They saw their extended families maybe at Thanksgiving, Xmas, weddings, and funerals. They were always “too busy” to get together with friends. Their friends “understood,” so the friends included them less and less. For those two, when it became apparent that the Xmas Bucket List Santa Hat Video Gamer Boys Christmas T Shirt, chemo, and radiation were not able to save their lives, they were depressed and angry. They felt cheated and betrayed. They regretted not having spent the time and energy to develop more and deeper friendships and having postponed doing all the things they’d told themselves they would do at some point in the future when they “had more time”.